you proved every reason as why you don’t have my whole heart.
i have known from the beginning you were the kind to tear it apart.
the hope, the wishes, the longing, the trust…
but now i have it all figured it was only your lust.
were you there, were you here, you couldn’t tell me you were anywhere.
that answer was one that you really did fear…
it was one that i could never make you swear.
i want to SCREAM
i fell in love with another DREAM!!!!!!
your another ghost of my past
did i ever want this catastrophe to last??????
or were you my in the meantime?
or maybe it was i was your i will see you next time?
or was it that I wanted you to be my all the time?
that answer is really hard to find.
because your actions were so shady.
how could i have thought of you would ever be my baby?
the lies, what karma, it never dies…..
i really need to start opening my eyes!!!!
there will be tears shed…..
but you out of my life might be better instead!